31 Days: FOUR
Jul. 4th, 2013 10:33 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dugindeep
I think there are almost too many things to really think of and put in one place lol. I used to only really be afraid of spiders and then something happened in my mid-20s and anxiety started to come up with so many other things to be afraid of.
I'm still afraid of spiders (and bugs). But am now afraid of being alone forever. Of being overweight and ill, based on my aunt's near-death by blood clots and diabetes. Of being told I'm bad at being me, doing my job, being a friend, etc., to the point of passivity/ignorance. Of people lurking in shadows, thanks to all the crime shows I watch. Of being horrible with my money, after spending my mid-20s in debt.
The more silly, simple things are being afraid of management finding out I have not just one pet, but two. Getting badly sunburned this weekend while camping (also bug bites). Dying and/or cutting my hair and hating it. Posting Big Bang! Because posting fic is always scary AND exhilarating. Heights, though I love roller coasters and I go to Six Flags Great America often.
