I've Got My Hands Up So Take Your Aim

Title: Echoes and Silence
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating/Warnings: R/Spoilers for 15.20, main character death, suicidal ideations
Words: 4400
Summary: When his brother dies, the world goes quiet.
Notes: Written for amberdreams for the 2020 spn_j2_xmas challenge. Her prompt was You’re going to die in your best friend’s arms. / And you play along because it’s funny, because it’s written down (Siken). I tagged this as Wincest; in my head it is but there is nothing super obvious and it could be read as gen/gencest.

I listened to a lot of sad songs while writing this, especially the Foo Fighters’ Home, from the Echoes, Silence, Patience & Grace album.

Big thanks to the Zoom Crew who helped me brainstorm some of this, especially to ashtraythief and zubeneschamali for beta.

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Title: And Then There Were Three
Pairing: Sam/Dean/OFC
Rating/Warnings: NC-17/underage (Sam is 15)
Words: 4400
Summary: Written for Fall 2020 spn_masquerade for the prompt: One night, Dean brings a girl back and as they’re getting hot and heavy he hears his brother’s tiny moans from masturbating in the bed nest to them. Sam is petrified, then the girl comes into his bed and Dean lies down beside them step-by-step tells Sam what to do ...
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Title: Close Shave
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating/Warning: NC-17/Incest
Words: 2800
Summary: Sam goes from Grief Beard to straight up Relief Shave and becomes more and more curious with the feeling of a close shave. Dean seems curious, too.
Notes: Written for spn_masquerade for the prompt: "It's so smooth. It's like a... dolphin's belly." After Sam shaves his beard, Dean becomes obsessed with Sam being smooth all over the rest of his body. Originally posted here.

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Title: Alive
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating/Warnings: NC-17/Underage (Sam is 15; Dean is 19)
Summary: After a bad hunt, Dean is shaken up and draws into himself, until Sam comes along to make everything okay.
Notes: For SPN_Masquerade Spring 2020 prompt: Sam sucks on Dean's nipple and plays with Dean's hole until Dean comes untouched. Originally posted here.

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Title: Oh Brother!
Pairing: Dean/Sam
Words: 4200
Warnings: mentions of past Dean/OMCs
Summary: When Sam breaks his dominant arm, Dean has to give him a hand ... literally.
Notes: Written for spn_masquerade Fall 2018, for the prompt: When Sam breaks his dominant arm, Dean has to help him do all sort of things: writing, eating, dressing. But when he hears Sam getting frustrated in the dark, he decides to help him out in ways a brother isn't supposed to. Originally posted here.

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The fifth round of spn_masquerade has an amazing 133 fills! So many beautiful kinks filled to perfection. I also managed to write 11 fills O_O

I will be claiming nearly all of them (1-2 may remain anon forever ;)) and reposting over the next few weeks.



Title: Pit Stop
Words: 1500 words
Summary: Written for spn_masquerade Fall 2018, prompt: Sam (14 or 15) and his sister getting it on in a truckstop bathroom while John is pumping gas, none the wiser. Previously posted here.
Warnings: always-a-girl!Dean, underage!Sam (Dean is 19, Sam is 15)

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Title: Five Times Castiel Kept Their Appointment
Words: 1,300
Rating: NC-17–bad words and sexin
Summary: Title says it all, really
Notes: Based on an incidence in 5.04. For standing_fic because she demanded it, though these are five independent instances, with some help/cheerleading from timehasa_way I loves my flist, yo! Purely fun, unless you consider relieving yourself in public as srs bsns.

( “Crack-a-lack-lack” )

Title: Three Times Sam Almost Called Dean, and One Time He Did
Words: 1,100
Characters: Sam and Dean, but not Sam/Dean
Rating: PG-13? For once I didn’t write any curses! Imagine that!
Warnings: References to things that have aired
Summary: Think the title says it all.
Notes: I was thisclose to turning off the computer and watching any of the zillion shows on my DVR, when this popped into my head and thought it just had to be written to calm my brother-loving soul. So, you know, here it is. (also, I know the fics are usually “four times XXX and one time XXX,” but I couldn’t think of a fourth that I really liked and I’d rather you have quality than quantity. I gots some standards to upkeep, ya knows?)

( When Sam left for school … )