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Title: Let It Down
Words: 4400
Rating/Warning: NC-17/escort!Jensen
Summary: Jensen is the high-priced escort ignoring all the warning signs and Jared is the businessman making them both too vulnerable. Part of the Domestic Dreams verse.

Notes: Title from/inspired by James Bay's Wild Love. For [livejournal.com profile] smpc. Big thanks to [livejournal.com profile] gluedwithgold for the beta! <3

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Losing a little guard, let it down / We don't have to think it through / We've got to let go )

Foo vids!

Aug. 1st, 2018 11:32 pm
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Part of me wishes I'd taken more vids, longer ones especially, but I was also living in the moment. Singing, dancing, screaming, clapping, everything, for three hours straight. It's a pretty damned good workout and I keep joking I should start exercise classes where we just dance, jump around, and scream along to all the Foo Fighters songs.

The first two are especially for [livejournal.com profile] passing_through!



all the foo that's fit to print, or something )

Pimping!

Aug. 1st, 2018 11:04 pm
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The next round of Reverse Bang is coming!


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Title: Those Who Show Up for [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang
Words: 50,000
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Infidelity on an OFC (Jared cheats on his wife). Everyone is aged with respect to running for office (Jensen and Jared are mid to late 40s, everyone else around them is respectively older). Set in an alternative timeline (2020 U.S. Presidential Election) where politicians are better received/respected than they are today.

Summary
Jared Padalecki is the latest politician to throw his hat into the Presidential Race. As a Texas Senator, he's well respected by the Republican Party for upholding the values of the GOP. But his earnest, can-do attitude only gets him so far when it comes to the American public.

Enter: Jensen Ackles, a renowned strategist who resuscitates fledgling campaigns and wins political races. Over the course of a year, Jensen and Jared struggle to see eye to eye even as they're both hell bent to win in November. If only Jensen could figure out what skeletons are in the Senator's closet so he can get ahead of a scandal before it breaks.

Decisions are made by those who show up - Aaron Sorkin, The West Wing

ART POST: Please visit [livejournal.com profile] matchboximpala's amazing ART POST and send some love her way!

READ FIC: Posted on AO3*


________________MASSIVE THANKS________________

to my lovely artist [livejournal.com profile] matchboximpala for such diligence in number of pieces she created; she told me early on that she was excited to work on a political story because she's active in local politics, and I think it really, really, really shows. She has great detail to so many pieces, including blog posts, TV results, the flier for Jared's campaign. Such great, great stuff. Thank you for picking me and hanging in there over the long haul <333333333333

to [livejournal.com profile] gluedwithgold for the attention to detail to perform not just one, but two betas on this monster ;-) and all the hand holding, brainstorming, and all around tomfoolery! It's been wonderful having your assistance the last few weeks!

to [livejournal.com profile] kelleigh, my most beloved, dedicated to every sentence, reminding me to mention Madeline and the children, cheering me along from drafts to posting, and forgiving me for spelling Penikett and Bamber wrong 18,000 times in the fic ;-) I love you dear and I couldn't have done this without you :-****

to [livejournal.com profile] wendy as always for continuing to run the fabulous [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang :D

*apologies it isn't on LiveJournal. I ran into last-minute posting issues (namely, sections being too long and yet unable to split them due to narrative structure) and just kept it with AO3.
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Tomorrow is [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang day for me! I'm so excited to get this story posted, along with some great art and graphics from [livejournal.com profile] matchboximpala.

The first bits of this fic were written back on May 27, 2012 with a quick 3,000 words based on an episode of Scandal that piqued my interests for a J2 set up. Then it sat. Cobwebs covering it until I would pick it up, dust it off, and read it. I loved what I had first written and wanted so badly to fill out these characters to everything I wanted from them if I were to read it from someone else. But it just never happened.

I spent most of this spring moaning and groaning over writing for Big Bang, how I couldn't figure out what to write, none of my WIPs were appealing because they'd sat too long, and even if I pulled this one out, who would want to read a political AU when the world is such trash right now (especially for most of us Americans). Then in the final days before drafts were due, I pulled this out and in a last-ditch effort I was able to turn in a 21,000-word draft with dozens of holes because I just scatter-wrote anything I could think of to meet the minimum word count.

In the last two weeks, I finally dove back into the document (following some work craziness, friend drama, side effects of a prescription change sidelining me for a week or so) and have completed this sucker for a total of 48,000+ words. To say it's been dull is an understatement. And I really, really, really hope you enjoy it. This is just all me being sentimental about how happy I am to have finally finished the fic. If no one reads it, I'll cry. But also be happy it's just finally done and posted. I forgot how amazing it feels to commit to a fic like this and see it through to the end.

Also, just imagine ... boys in suits :DDDD



Title: Those Who Show Up
Summary: Jared Padalecki is the latest politician to throw his hat into the Presidential Race. As a Texas Senator, he's well respected by the Republican Party for upholding the values of the GOP. But his earnest, can-do attitude only gets him so far when it comes to the American public. Enter: Jensen Ackles, a renowned strategist who resuscitates fledgling campaigns and wins political races. Over the course of a year, Jensen and Jared struggle to see eye to eye even as they're both hell bent to win in November. If only Jensen could figure out what skeletons are in the Senator's closet so he can get ahead of a scandal before it breaks.
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Title: pas de deux [a dance for two]
Words: 2100
Summary: Jensen escapes the noise of the rock star life for something quieter.
Notes: For [livejournal.com profile] smpc; based on this art: The Needle by [livejournal.com profile] a_biting_smile. Big thanks to [livejournal.com profile] cherie_morte for middle-of-the-night beta! <3

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a dance for two ... )

Challenges!

May. 1st, 2018 03:22 pm
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With another last-minute dash to the finish line, I've completed my [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang draft today. It's such a long, pathetic story for how I got to finishing this draft, including rereading old WIPs and ditching 10k of a new fic I wrote in the last two weeks to finally add on 15K to an existing work and finally have something to submit.

Also ... Titles are HARD.

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Also, it's over 80 today. That's HOT for Chicago after battling 40-50s the past few weeks. I didn't realize it was so hot until I was sweating in my apartment even with the windows and balcony open. So now the air is on and I get to battle high energy bills YAY!
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Title: Beautiful Mess
Words: 3400
Rating/Warning: NC-17/escort!Jensen
Summary: Jensen is a high-priced escort and Jared is the businessman who changes everything. Part of the Domestic Dreams verse.
Notes: This comes before Hot Blood Love. Written for [livejournal.com profile] smpc. Inspired by from Jason Mraz's "A Beautiful Mess". Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] zubeneschamali and [livejournal.com profile] rozearkana for beta (and putting up with my writing this during our girls' weekend)


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Read more... )
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I think I've done these quite a bit in the past ... but I've totally stolen the actual topics from [livejournal.com profile] cherie_morte because she just posted hers.

round up here! )
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... here is some random stuff.

> I chipped my back lower right molar a few days ago. Honestly, it's been chipped for a while following a bad filling falling out. But it's getting worse. I already have an appt to get it looked at next Monday but now it's a bit worse and I keep scratching the inside of my mouth :(

> Finally got to sleep last night ... though fell asleep far later than I should have. Maybe I had too much caffeine yesterday to stay awake that the ambien didn't really matter? But then I overslept and am working from home but have been distracted by all sorts of other work things that I haven't gotten much done on my real work assignment.

> I got a ticket to Paley Fest to see J2! Also exciting is being able to visit friends in California that I haven't seen in a long while, including my old boss who is now in San Francisco and an old work friend who is also there and also very very pregnant with her first baby.

> I was off for a few weeks to recharge into the new year then just have been working from home a lot ... meaning a lot of TV. I've watched:

- TV: three seasons of Brooklyn Nine-Nine, Ozark S1, Top of the Lake: China Girl S2, Top Chef Masters, Dave Chapelle's new stand up, the Marvelous Mrs. Maisel S1, Fuller House S3,
- Movies: Marshall, Fun Moms Dinner, Inside Man, American Gangster, 6 Souls, Pitch Perfect 3, Carol, Girls
Night, Miss Sloan, Room, and I, Tonya
- Documentaries: The Keepers, A Gray State, Disgraced, Jim and Andy, Gilbert, The Life and Death of Martha P. Johnson, Ashley Madison, One of Us, American Tragedy, The Moors Murders

> Things I've started and not been able to get into: Master of None, The Crown, Kevin Probably Saves the World, Wormwood, Mindhunter, The Magnificent 7, Love & Friendship, Mockinjay Part 2, Spiderman
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SO VERY MUCH THE WORST.

But also very alive and fine. Aside from being under a work deadline that I've screwed myself over because I've had insomnia for the last week ... about the same timing as when I had it last year. I wonder if there's something to be said for that *thinky face*

It also doesn't help that I've been working from home the last two weeks ... so when I'm up too late, then I sleep in late and/or nap in the afternoon, thus being wide awake at night. Yesterday I slept from 4-1030 am then from 12-5pm and did like 0 minutes of work. So bad. So last night I just faced facts and stayed up ... and I'm still awake, working for the last few hours, meaning I was online at 5am as it's now 8am. I have a counselor's appointment this morning so it's good timing to talk to her about it.

In fandom news, I signed up for my EIGHTH YEAR of [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang. Will this be the year I actually finish a WIP ... ahead of, dare I say, schedule????

I also was talking kitty!jensen with peeps on Twitter and then remembered that time I wrote cat!Dean. So I put that up on AO3 (though I then received an email that it was marked as spam until they review and release it for public view *eyeroll*)

Anyway ... here it is:

Title: Kitty Kitty, Bang Bang
Words: 19,000
Characters: Sam & Dean Gen
Summary Sam and Dean hit Santa Barbara on the basis of missing persons reports, Plain Jane types who seemingly disappear without a trace. When they get too close to the problem, Dean falls victim to the same fate. There’s far too much research and not enough answers. But, the real question is which of them has it worse: Sam, who has to figure out the entire case on his own with no help from his brother and the inability to keep his cool. Or Dean, who now has four paws, three eyelids, and a batch of whiskers. They say curiosity killed the cat, but Sam and Dean aren’t going down without a fight.
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Title: Hot Blood Love
Words: 3200
Rating/Warnings: NC-17/escort!Jensen
Summary: Jared is a businessman looking for Jensen, the escort he can't get out of his mind.
Notes: Part of the Domestic Dreams verse, comes before Growing Unease. Written for [livejournal.com profile] smpc. Title and cut text from Kaleo's "Hot Blood" as I listened to their album on repeat while writing this :D

HUGE thanks to [livejournal.com profile] dancing_adrift for late-night beta.

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Just keep telling yourself there's no shame )
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Title: On Holiday
Words: 5800
Summary: The first rule of personal security is Never let your guard down. Second rule: Never fall in love. Jensen does both with megalomaniac superstar Jared Padalecki.

Beta: Love and affection to [livejournal.com profile] gluedwithgold for her handholding the last two days and lovely beta! <333 also to [livejournal.com profile] dancing_adrift for helping to brainstorm then encourage frolicking!Jared with many pic spams :D
Notes: Written for [livejournal.com profile] storyspinner70 for the 2017 run of [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_xmas based on the prompts for bodyguard!Jensen and a little from the one regarding J2 hating one another despite liking each other. Hope you enjoy!! and sorry it's come so late in the challenge; real life and work has been a torrential downpour lately. Happy holidays :-*

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read more ... )
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Title: Roots Stronger Than You Know
Words: 2200
Summary: Sam's outburst at the the therapist's office pushes Dean to remind his brother that he'll always be there for him. A coda to 12.04 The Big Empty
Notes: Written for [livejournal.com profile] smpc. Big thank you to my one and only cucharita [livejournal.com profile] cherie_morte for the lovely beta <333. Title and cut text from Foo Fighters' "Concrete and Gold" because of course it is ;-)

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Our roots are stronger than you know. Up through the concrete we will grow. )
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Title: the ruin of many a poor boy
Words: 3,000
Rating/Warning: NC-17/prostitution & infidelity, mention of physical abuse and underage prostitution
Summary: Jensen is a married man. A police officer. A husband. He shouldn't hang out near the corner where young prostitutes get picked up. But he needs to. [age difference - Jensen is late 20s, Jared is 18]
Notes: Title is a line from The Animals' "House of the Rising Sun". Betaed by [livejournal.com profile] quickreaver. on AO3

HAPPIEST OF BIRTHDAYS TO MY FAVORITE CUCHARITA [livejournal.com profile] cherie_morte (at least until next year)

You are the loveliest, funniest, weirdest friend I have and I wouldn't have it any other way. I can't give you much, but I can give you SAD bb!Jared prostitute fic :DDDD



spend your lives in sin and misery )
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a song about drugs or alcohol
"Saturday Night's Alright (for Fighting)" by Elton John



God I fucking love early Elton John. You have no idea. The fast, manic piano and his young voice belting every word. This is a classic!
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a song to drive to
"Life is a Highway" by Tom Cochrane



Honestly, I had to google 'songs to drive to' to get my mind thinking on this. I've road tripped a few times in the last year, but it's such a mix of songs and genres that I couldn't think of what a stellar drive-with-the-windows-down-hands-in-the-air-and-sing-at-the-top-of-your-lungs would really be. Then this hopped into my brain.
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Title: Growing Unease
Words: 2400
Rating/Warning: NC-17/escort!Jensen
Summary: Jared is the businessman who is falling in love and Jensen is the escort at the heart of the matter
Notes: Written for [livejournal.com profile] smpc. Part of the Domestic Dreams verse, the comes before An Unconventional Contract in the timeline. While I'd recommend checking out the whole series, this can be enjoyed as a standalone escort!Jensen/businessman!Jared story.

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Read more... )
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a song you that makes you want to dance
"Club Can't Handle Me" by Fo Rida



I hate to admit that I really love Flo Rida's singles. I've never purchased an album, but I have most of the singles on my phone. This one just is really slick for me.

Also, I wrote a lil one-shot based on the breakdown ...

Title: Club Can't Handle Us
Summary: Jensen did a lot of things, but he did not club. Until the power of Jared compels him.

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